Joshua

joosh_boosh @ 2005-04-04T21:28:00

2005-04-05T02:28:43Z

<-;-Thao-;->: Hey hey! *u welcome* for the candy in the hallway lol.....OH u no what..i never got to *thank u!* for dancing with me on Homecoming night......when i was ::dateless:: : ( but yeah THANKS!

joosh_boosh @ 2005-04-01T15:33:00

2005-04-01T21:35:01Z

Hey sorry i havent been updating for u all, even thou i doubt anybody reads this so yeah i think im done wiht this becuase i really dont give a shit anymore, sorry just think this is pointless so you all have fun but im done updateing (dont really know how to delete it so im just going to stop)

Weekends over! :(

2005-03-07T02:27:44Z

Hey everybody Hope you all had a good weekend. Things are going good, theres a little bad but i can get though it. I'm still with Thao and thats all that matters, Her birthday coming up and i cant wait. cause we can finally hang out :) well thats all LOVE YA THAO!!!!!!!!

Joshua

Hey i got a new computer!!

2005-02-27T03:46:47Z

dude i got a dell!!! i know im lame, but yeah i fucking finally got a new computer!! and its freaking badass and fast as hell. so yeah il be updating a whole lot more! anyway everything is good, thao is kind of grounded which sucks cause i want to hang out with her. but i can wait, OH and i got a AIM thingy now i guess, i dont know if i'll use it a lot but i least i got one. yeah im really behind on everything.... oh well hope everyones enjoying themseleves this weekend.. Love you all mostly THAO cant til i can see you again..

Joshua

o ps my AIM name is... JoshuaMSays so yeah add to your friends.. if not whatever yeah i dont care :) and son, ambulance is fucking awesome if you havent heard him/them go to http://saddlecreekrecords.com/home.html if you like bright eyes you love him...... do it

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! ; )

2005-02-25T06:46:05Z

hey everyone, still a little sick but i am going to school tomorrow :) cant wait tell i can see all you awesome ass people but anyway i need like a sleep doctor or something because my sleep habits are really fucked up right now but thats ok. I wish i had thao here because i hate sleeping alone. and dont take that the wrong way im not talking about sex, i'm just talking about sleeping yeah know but anyway Thao i cant tell i can see you tomorrow and I love you with all my heart.....

~~DESAPARECIDOS~~
"Man And Wife, The Former (Financial Planning)"

It's night but I can't stay asleep
But you do, straight through till morning
When you get my coffee and say "Baby,
All that caffeine causes bad dreams
Where all your anxieties is unleashed"
Well lately my days are much better
I can't concentrate while I'm at work
I just think and think until my head hurts
Of the payment plans I'm making
I just wanted to provide for you
But if you want to make a run for it
My love I'd cover you
And if you need money for bills
My lover I could cover you
'Cause I sold some shit I'm saving up
We can get that house next to the park
I'll get more hours at my dads shop
Yeah we'll plan for everything
And we'll enroll in that middle class
Get a compact car full of discount tags
If you're feeling trapped or too attached
Remember we wanted that
And if you need money for bills this month
My love I'd cover you
And if you have to lie to everyone
Well I'd cover up for you
'Cause we're growing older growing up
Just like our parents before us
With your new job at the coffee shop
We are ready for everything
And we'll graduate that middle class
Get a nicer car full of shopping bags
So if you're feeling sad kind of detached
Remember we wanted that
Just remember we wanted that
Yeah I sold some shit I'm saving up
We can get that house next to he park
With the extra hours I picked up
We will pay for everything

I'm Sick :(

2005-02-24T05:07:46Z

So yeah im sick, no big surpise every fucking winter i get sick but oh well anyway thaos mad at me or probably is, no surprise im not that best boyfriend in the world, as any of my ex-girlfriends can tell you. I think i try to hard than end up fucking it all up. Oh and I think and get JEALOUS to much because i know theres so much more better guys than me but oh well anyway thanks everyone who still reads this, and if you do read this leave a comment or something i dont care who you are just please leave something that would make me feel better (*^.^)b

Joshua

yeah I know im pathetic

joosh_boosh @ 2005-02-20T23:00:00

2005-02-21T05:08:32Z

well sorry i havent updated in a long time everyone, but yeah life's been good for the most part. Me and Thao kind of have a little fight or idk but thats over now so other than that ive been doing fucking awesome. oh i got the new bright eyes cds which are awesome as hell. I cant even remember the last time i updated this but i try and update more often so yeah and i'm sorry about everything thao i really am and i really really hope ya still feel the same about me LOVE YA SO MUCH :)

BRIGHT EYES
"Theme From Pinata"
(feat. Nick Zinner Of The Yeah Yeah Yeahs)

I wish I had a parachute cuz I’m falling bad for you
And I can see the ground approaching now
But I’m not sure what to do
I feel like a pinata once you take a swing at me
If you could just crack the shell open
I think inside you would find something sweet.

And I hear you like a hunter now, your footsteps in the leaves
And I would gladly leave my hiding place
So I'm hoping to be seen.
So let your arrow fly
And see I’m well within your aim
And lay your traps for a thousand miles
And please don’t let me escape.

Winter came to Omaha and left us looking like a bride
A million perfect snowflakes now
And no two are alike
And so it’s hard for me imagining flaws in this design
I know debris, it covers everything
But still I am in love with this life.

No school, But im board as fuck

2005-01-05T23:06:11Z

Well theres no school which is bad ass, but there is nothing to f-ing do. I really can't go anywhere cause my car sucks ass in the snow so yeah. I spent the night at michaels last night which was pretty fun. we wacthed star wars and fell asleep right away. Today all i've been doing is playing video games cause thao cant come over which sucks. Man i just fucking bit my lip and hurts like fuck and idk why im putting that on here. I want to go to MacDoanlds or something cause im hungry as fuck but i dont want to make anything. Man i cant wait tell friday when i get paid so i wont be fucking broke as fuck. Does any have march on eletric children cd from the blood brothers cause i really want to listen to that. well thats about it oh and hong if you reads this call me and ill give you my password thats cool if your busy or somthing thou

560-4814

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2005-01-05T02:05:26Z

Wow im lonely :( I think i need a hug :)

No school tomorrow!!!! I hope : )

2005-01-05T00:23:54Z

Im going to be so f-ing pissed if theres school tomorrow cause everyone saying were going to get like a million inchs of snow and ice and what not. So im hoping yeah my dad was alright i guess, had to go to school for the first time in a week and half. o well thats life got to see everyone again :) yeah kinda mad cause thao came over today and had to leave early but o well. at least she came. man it is fucking cold outside which really sucks ass cause im a fucking pussy when it comes to cold and weather related stuff. i think that makes sense? o well but what eles....O so i guess thomas got locked up. which sucks fo andrew cause now he won't have anyone to hang out with :( i hope he doesn't read that. oh well. yup i guess my lj is all missed up so hong going fix it for me. :)
i hope well thats all for now.

Nothing............

2005-01-04T05:36:35Z

Well here i am again with nothing better to do then to type on this. Worked sucked ass it was so busy because of the weather but i shouldn't complain i didn't have to go to school and all. yeah i hope we dont have school tomorrow but i know we do and everyone says were not going to have school wed but who knows. Got a chance to look at everyone live journal today and they all look better then mine o well. i think tomorrow im going to go to my aunts house and get some pics on here of me but idk. well thats all for today o and hong i was hoping that you could show me how to do somethings on here. bye bye :)

I Stayed home from school today : )

2005-01-03T21:07:15Z

Today was awesome cause i got to stay home today and sleep in all morning. I got to go to work from 4 to 9 thou but o well. I wacht a shit ton of movies kinda of. i kept on falling asleep during them but its all good. Thao come over after lunch which was cool but i looked like i just woke up which in fact i did but she didnt care. Well got to go get ready for work :) cause i love HyVee so much i've decide to spend at least 25 to 30 hours a week there. O well i guess its not that bad theres a lot of cool people there and everyone always says there going to get a job there but they dont. Anyway i better get going got get ready for work and what not o and chris if you haven't found anyone to take you to the agony scene show ill take you. bye bye

Plz god let there be no school tomorrow

2005-01-03T06:10:01Z

wow i really hope we dont have school tomorrow casue it's like 12 and im like jumping off the walls :)

Me and My Winter Break

2005-01-03T04:41:51Z

Well my break was kick ass. sucks that its over thou oh well : ). Hope everyone had as much fun as I did. I spent Christmas with my mother’s side of the family, which is the better side of the family. I got a lot of gift cards which are nice and some money and a dart board idk why? but it’s bitchin. I got Thao this necklace which I guess is cool, she said she liked it. She got me a picture of her and some very sexy for man stuff which is cool. I went out and got a the two new ep’s from bright eyes which are pretty good, the blood brothers cd – this adultery is ripe which is one of the best cds I think. Death cab for cutie – you can play these songs with cords cd I haven’t really listen to a lot of it yet but what I have I like.

My dad and me kinda got into a fight over some shit but we were not that close so I don’t think too much of it. I spent new years eve with the best girl in the world THAO. Thou I did work a lot over the break I’ m glad cause now I’m going get a big ass check come Friday.

Speaking of Thao things could not be better this is like the happy I’ve ever been. She is so cool. No shit this is the like the happiest I’ve ever been with a girl. I can be myself around her which is really cool cause I can be a little weird but so can she : ) I really think I found the perfect girl for me and its funny cause last year I had a class with her and remember saying to my self I could never be with someone like that. She is great I really think we’ll be together for a long ass time. The things she says and text me are like Wow I’ve never had anyone say or feel that way about me and I feel the same about her no joke. When I’m not with her I can’t help but think of her and how great she is. O our new year thing or what ever you call is to still be together next year at this time which I’m thinking and hoping is going to happen but the way things are going now I can see that happening.

On new years eve after hanging out with the perfect girl (thao). I went out and found my good friend Michael S. who was as you guess drunk as hell. So we were fucking around at Jeff’s house for a little bit then we went and picked up these kinda of dumb girls for Mike B. and took them back to Jeff’s house. There was three of them and I think one of them like me cause she kept looking at with kinda I’m a whore smile but I just didn’t look her way the rest of the night. Then I took them back me and Mr. Michael got a phone call from a Mr. Nick saying we should go over to Mandi’s house. We did and Michael drank way to much tried to kinda fight me but I just held him down tell he calmed down but I understood the kid has seen, been, and going thou some fucked up shit that no one should have to go thou. I’m not going say anything just in case he doesn’t want the world to know but I really feel sorry for him. I would have to say besides the fact that he can be a dick and really not friendly, he is one of the coolest, funniest, bad ass kid I’ve ever met no joke. Well lm going to end this cause I don’t know what eles to really write so bye

I GOT A LIVEJOURNAL : )

2005-01-03T02:54:30Z

Well i got a live journal now yeah i know im a little late cause like everyone got one thats cool i guess but now that i got one i doubt anyone well even read the shit i put on this :) oh well. PS Thanks Chris..... i love you...